Goodbye Diaryland.

latest / previous / next / 02.06.2005, 12:18 a.m., grass in black and white

Well my high lasted about four days. All in all I guess that was pretty long. Now I'm back in my fabulous state of balancing on the edge of the cliff.

I think most people go through life in a state where they can manage everyday stuff. Somehow I can not. Although since that meeting with that professor last week I've been able to sleep well again. A little too well in fact. I could sleep for twenty hours straight, spend a couple of hours in the waking world and then sleep another twenty hours. Or at least that's what it feels like. I've started dreaming again too. Weird dreams bordering on nightmares. Surreal is the best description. Although I guess dreams are always surreal.

I hate being awake.

Stop. Complaining.

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