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latest / previous / next / 30.10.2005, 10:55 p.m., eating healthy

I think I might have over done it a little. Tasted alright though.

My Saturday was great. My Sunday was horrible. I met up with friend IM around 1pm on Saturday. We had lunch at some cozy little sandwich place near Central Station. I had my first BLT ever. I think I'm going to have a lot more of those in the future. Yum.

We did end up seeing that show. It was pretty impressive. People dancing whilst being suspended from elastic cables. I don't even want to think about how many hours of practice it took them to get it right.

We, or rather I, did a little shopping afterwards. I actually managed to buy one regular t-shirt and six white long sleeve t-shirts. We went to several stores to find me the coat I wanted, but in all but one they were exactly one size too big. The one that did fit was to expensive :-( I may go back for it, but probably not.

After my little shopping spree we found an Argentinean restaurant to have dinner at later that day. I walked in and asked if I could reserve a table for two around 6.30pm and the guy said: "Sure ok, see you tonight." He didn't even ask for my name or telephone number. We walked out a little confused, but when we came back to have dinner later on he smiled and directed us to a table so all was well. Last time we saw each other we went to Amsterdam and also had dinner at an Argentinean restaurant. That time our food was delicious. We hoped it would be at least equally as good and it was.

I wanted to go see The Brothers Grimm, but IM was a little tired so we went back to her boyfriend's place for tea in stead. It was good to spend time with her again, although I noticed she had changed. It was a subtle change, but it was there. I guess having a steady job had an effect on her. I could tell she was different from when she had just started her job. I wonder what it'll be like when I finally get a job. It can't possibly be more uninteresting than my life right now.

I think I could've done a better job communicating. I think my enthusiasm caused a lack of concentration required for finding the right words and forming proper sentences. *sigh* I should remember to concentrate. I hate it when my body can't keep up with my mind. When my mind is calm and I'm able to concentrate I'm me, but if I don't the words and sentences come out all jumbled and I end up sounding like an idiot.

I got a little depressed today. I had a little trouble finding a supermarket open on a Sunday. I had to go all the way to down town to get my groceries. On top of that I had to navigate super crowded streets, because there's that Dance event in my city. Crowds are still kinda scary.

I should've done a lot of things today, but I didn't do any of them. Depression paralyzing me is starting to get bloody annoying. Anyway, let's make a to-do list. Maybe it'll help.

- Sort out study loan
- Email people at the master programs I'm interested in and set up appointments
- Work on my assignment for the programming course
- Study for the test of my programming course
- Sort out stuff with the housing corporation
- Call my landlord and get the keys for my new room
- Buy detergent and do my laundry tomorrow
- Stay on top of the gift I ordered for RB.
- Buy anti-shine gel-creme

I'm sure I'm forgetting something. Let's hope it's not important.

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