I thought having a decent job would change things. It has I guess, but not nearly enough.

I don't have a lot of time to think about things, because of my job. It keeps me pretty busy. When I'm home I have just enough energy to eat and get ready for bed.

All I do on my weekends is catch up on sleep really. Once in a while I meet up with a friend. If I can muster the energy and will power that is.

All in all things are still not going very well. Brother and I aren't getting along so I'm moving back in with my folks this weekend. Living with my brother proved to be a whole lot less than ideal in a whole bunch of ways I can't be bothered to sum up right now.

Ugh.

Need sleep.